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I was doing so well yesterday. Until I got to my boyfriends and he decided he wanted breakfast at ten, pm that is. We went to Village Inn and I couldn’t resist the carnita skillet. Grilled pork over potatoes and smotherd in pepper jack cheese and green chile. Pancake side and a glass of coke. I did turn down the slice of cherry pie:) Today I will be good. My stomach is still full and my mood is greatly improved. Not a great claim coming from an emotional eater but maybe I can reign in the will power once more.

I made the mistake of fishing out a quarter and dropping it in one of those old coin slots that dispenses, pistachios, m&m’s, or gum and got me eight peanut m&m’s. Harmless right? Not so much. I was at work and the anxiety levels were summiting higher and higher and after I greedily ate up my eight treats I was looking for pretzels or chips. Luckily we were out of both. But the craving was there hot and relentless. I did pretty good yesterday all things considered and after a night’s rest I’m a little more at ease. Gonna run this afternoon and enjoy my Sunday.

For the past few days its been candy. Of all shapes and sizes–twizzlers, swedish fish, snickers, m&ms, and my all time, gummi bears. Then that sweet tooth falls asleep and the salt monster wakes up. Chips, salsa, pretzels, coke, and of course, french fries. I haven’t even finsihed my coffee this morning because I am so dehydrated from my salt binge yesterday. Today I’m going to drink a lot of water and with a little effort stay away from junk food. Hope eveyone has a safe and good weekend.